Wednesday, August 4, 2010

a brief update since I feel guilty for not blogging:

I am frustrated because so much time has passed on this case already. I feel like the kids deserve permanency soon. however, in theory, I also believe that the best place for children is with healthy, safe, healing biological families.

I'm not certain how much to post here or not post given that I don't know which direction this case will take. I'm worried that if our stuff would be subpoenaed at some point, I want to take every precaution. I might be doing some consulting with an attorney over this soon, just to be sure.

That said, things are going well here. Mr. B has dramatically settled down over the past month or so. Anxiety-driven fits are few and far between. Three-year-old defiance is on the rise, but that's to be expected. :) Baby R has bonded with us so well. I really don't remember feeling differently about my first two babies than I do with her. We're just continually in prayer. It's a challenge to remain 'present' sometimes because I think so much about the future. But no matter what happens, this is worth it. Today was worth it, yesterday was worth it, and tomorrow will be worth it too.

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